Tag Archives: I love you all

My titles never match my content anyway

It’s crazy to think it’s only been the last two years that I can say my head and life are back in order. Looking back on some of my posts.. it’s crazy to see how long I’ve been gone (from here) and just how messy my brain was then.

I miss being here. I miss writing. I always mean to stop by even for a few mins. A few sentences. And with the exception of the last two years, I have drafts and drafts of entries I always meannnnn to publish. Lol.

I think I am going to try to set a goal to write more (in the open), because the last two years I’ve held down a business and a full time job. I’ve done nothing but those two things. I haven’t even been reading, no time. Just work and sleep.

Rushing in to catch up on all of you, I was shocked to see how many followers I’d lost. Like, really lost. Passed. I’m gutted I didn’t know. It makes sense, unfortunately, as you know: Covid. But that doesn’t make me feel any better about it.

I decided I needed to start reading again, no matter how busy I am. That’s how I ended up here. To catch up on all of you. There’s a lot of you, so it will take me a bit. I’m not as all over the place as I once was, you know, after (I forgot my own rules, do I tell you guys my spouse’s name? Lmao) died. So let’s hope I can keep my own attention long enough to get to all of you. Ahahah

Let’s do a photo dump for old times sake, see what’s in mah phone. Shall we?

Hahah. My phone is a weird place.

Hugs,

Catriona xoxox

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Farwell Address

I would like it noted that Autocorrect wanted to change ‘Address’ to ‘Adrian’. Apparently Autocorrect wants to say Farewell to Adrian.  . 

Anyone with eyeballs can see where this is going so let’s get on with it,  shall we?  I want to start by saying how much I have enjoyed meeting you all.  I still get daily emails and PM’s ,  and DM’s , and all the other “M’s” Social Media has to offer even when  I don’t post for months (and months). I am so grateful for all the friends I’ve made,  and the stories you have all shared both privately and publicly.  I cannot,  ever,  get over how much love and support I’ve received over the years from readers,  people who pass by,  and of course my stalkers.  

With that being said…  I would like to announce that this Outlet For My Madness will be discontinued. I’m dismantling all things “Catriona” (ugh,  talk about a fucking chore.  I hope someone is keeping track of it all,  because I’m certainly not). All domains,  shops,  and social media will be shut down with the week.  

Now,  you are going to ask: BUT WHY? Well..  that’s a many layered answer.  The short version is this: Since my “Friend” and one of very few people who knew about this blog outed me on his social media,  and then recently relatives have read my blog. . . It’s become a sore spot,  a reminder really,  for people I love. And frankly,  I love them more than I love any of you.   (SorryNotSorry) So,  I feel it’s in the best interest for my relationships if I just walk away from here.  I can see some of you arguing through your screen,  and really,  you do have a point.  But,  my rebuttal is Love.  I Love my family more than I need to have an outlet for my insanity.  My words and thoughts cause pain.  Again,  stop yelling I hear you.  But, in my heart,  it aches to do ANYTHING I can to make the people I love,  and essentially the one closest to me comfortable in the new life I am working to build.  

So,  with that being said; Thank you. Truly.  Thank you.  For every word. Every effort big or small.  Thank you.  I will never forget how this blog and all of you helped me sort out my thoughts. Please don’t forget about Penis Socks,  or Stuffed STD’s , and how much I adore EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.  I will keep Catrionaiscrazy@gmail.com for ANY OF YOU WHO NEED HELP,  OR AN EAR.  (However,  all other Catriona related media will be discontinued and removed ). 

Special Note: All guest appearances /blogs,  columns I have already made a commitment to are not effected until their original termination date.  

So,  with a truly heavy heart I say Goodbye.  I love you all. 

Catriona

Xoxoxo 

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